Wednesday, January 26, 2005
tell myself not to update dis bloody blog..
but jus cant...
so here i go again...
sonner or later she would know..
ya somehow she get to know it..
i hate it when dis happen...i knew it all along wat the outcome is..
ya..shit with it..
convergence to describe it...
well..look on the bright side..
...
shine the bright light...
everything happen for a reason ..i guess..
walk up straight hazwan..
my body is freeking cold...dis bloody sickness is killing me..
its freeking like mad....my head is spinning like mad...
went to outlet with rai..
den nad came
den ros n frens came..
farking bored....
ya...
seem so bored....
well tomolo is a new day..
get to know...no more IMK for me..
yes ah...1 less subject...
ya..
haZwAn
11:13 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
im sickk..bloody hell...
1stly got a soccer game in the morning..
Man it was super hot...
force my way through the game...den saw butterflies...
my head was spinning den go dis blur effect..like want to faint...
den sat down for awhile....it was super dizzy....
in the afternoon..well went out with nad.rai.umi.ida.n As(ida fren)
it was a damn hot day...and i mean really hot
actually the whole day i did nuthing but wait for people...
i tink i spent half of the day waiting....wait n wait n wait n wait...n wait ...n wait.................n wait..
lol...
but its ok..
rai n nad was so engrosed bout dis Lions....
they were taking photos ...n more photos..................all i hear dat day was...
eh dekni hansem eh..dektu hansem eh..hansem n more hansem...
kadang2 dengar byk sangat meluat....
well gurls are always gurls...cant be helped..
i jus dun feel right dat day...like sumthing not right...so i feel a little moody...
mayb jus some mood swing...
well....slept at 4am ...n i dunno y..
jus cant sleep...mayb i think too much of her...wakkawk..
u are crazy wan...get a life....
now im sick...hate it ...
goin off to work soon...
ya..
so take care people...
to the nameless people in the tag board....thanks...
but next time pls write in ur name....
ur parents or whoever give u a name....be proud of ur own name...
haZwAn
1:21 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
i wonder y i cant do the simplist things...
jus need to speak up.....
im so helpless .......
the words cant seem to come out...
scared of the outcome...
i hate rejection...nobody likes rejection....
but some way or another u got to face it...
the outcome will turn out good or bad...either way tings would be different
slamat raya peepz..make ur sacrifices worthwhile
haZwAn
9:38 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
weeeeeeeeeeeeee...
passed my basic theory after 2 tries...
goin to take my advanced theory soon...
den after dat...goin to be on the stearing wheel.....
hopefully though.....
should i or shouldn't i ask heR?
should i or shouldn't i ask heR?
should i or shouldn't i ask heR?
should i or shouldn't i ask heR?
should i or shouldn't i ask heR?
should i or shouldn't i ask heR?
should i or shouldn't i ask heR?
arghh...
feel dat some many guys wanting her number..
well..can't do nuthing bout dat..
haZwAn
11:20 AM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
ya ya ya ya...n YA.....
everybody is talking bout dis Tiger cup ting..
so here it goes...
ya so..singapore Won it...the sure won it..which much passion..
congrats to the team n to the fans...
the turnout was amazing...fans packing the stadium with reds T..
sat near the iNdon fans with nirwan who is also a INDON FAN....
(anyway he look a bit like indon with his hair) heheheh..no offence wan !
ya..so nirwan was like .."wan...ni goal tak?" everytime indon attack...
but it never meant to be....
except jus one...one little consolation goal for dem....
wat can i say....
singapore was much more superior....congrats dem but dun hail dem yet.....
lets talk bout the fans...
yeah..u can hear n see foul words in the air...wakkwa..so funny..pakcik2 makcik2 even the young little kids...
it goes like......11 clap..den BUTOH...it was for the indon...should i call it..a special treatment for dem...retribution for dem ....(if u watch the game at senayan)
anyway..indon is ok...but not mayammar...im not racists or watever..but the game played between sg vs myammar make me want to kill everyone in the myammar team..esp the 2nd goalkeeper..wkawak...
the fans
the weather
the pitch n the team
the cheers
haZwAn
9:54 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
saturday was a boring day..
went off to werk since i got no plans....
nuthing much to do at work.....sit in a corner and read magazines..
ros came shopping with rahman at my work place....
anyway thanks to rahman who bought some food..thanks dude...owe u one
ros went to buy some stuff for herself.......
few hrs later..umi came with her pirates gal...very the kecoh giler babi...
the quite store suddenly became rowdy...kan best ...
umi went to get some conditoner n stuff for her hair...lol...very the funny...
anyway...sorri to umi....forget to key in the discount for dis aceh gurl...
sorri eh umi.....lain kali ko atang aku kasi ko discount...aku try bagi ko 15 percent...
after dat...the pirates left...
n the store began to became quite once again..lucky got radio...
anyway...im goin off to kallang today i guess.....Tiger cup final..
ya....got the tix from dzul...no need to line up like those crazy ppl..who Q for hours...
thanks to dzul....
the weather is rather cloudy..hope i dun rain or not i dun feel like goin out....
arggh..feel like telling her...
well next time perhaps..............
these days went i go out i always wear this sweather of mine
n sometimes shade...
actually feeling rather insecure...cant help it...
so if u see me wearing shaden n sweather i feel rather insecure....
haZwAn
1:34 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
i tink im goin to pass my basic theory...
lol..
hopefully..mayb...
the qns are repeated frm the previous test...
ya..so i TINK i can pass...I tink only..lol
lalalallaalalalalalalallalalalalla...
im bored..lalalalallalalall......lalalalal
haZwAn
10:09 PM
Monday, January 10, 2005
a major Turbulent dis few days for me....
it jus get frm bad to worse....
wat a way to start sch...
anyway...i tink im goin to buy one of those camera for profesional...
u know the big cameras...
i tink they are cool..goin to b camera man soon
mayb a pro camera man...
anyway i took some shots during chalet
this is one of my fav shots..ISO 100...
one of my best shot...
got a couples of ISO which hit 100...
but i like dis one
haZwAn
9:09 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
im lost...totally !
i tink im a failure....my heart jus sank....
like the wave of tsunahmee destroying people and things alongs its way....
( condolenses to the victim of tsunahmee...Life is precious..imagine life is taken away in such a short time...mayb in a hrs time i may experince death..mayb mins later..mayb seconds later...nobody know when ur time will end...accept Allah..)
anyway..once again i tink im a failure...
this is my lowest point of life so far.....feeling so down...feeling lifeless....
the rush of waiting for the right time is burning through my head....
i dun know if i get my message across to her....
i dun know if she get my message...
i dun tink she cares bout me..
i tink im a failure...
im breaking down.......
i dun know wat to say...
im yet to confess my feeling towards her...
i feel like goin to some where high enough for me to jump
and doin a somoursault and land flat on the water..
a smack on my face....
how i wish she would tell me she likes me..wakwakkwa..
but guess dat jus a fairy tale....
anyway i tink i would jus sit down in a corner and stare towards the sky....
hope somebody would pick me up and countinue to LIFe...
hope dat she would pick me up...Hope !...
im a victim of my own time...
haZwAn
3:47 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
back frm chalet...it was a hell one of a chalet..
well there are some bust up in the chalet..
humans tend to make mistake...
i dun hold any grudges frm anyone of u..
but spare a thought for those who make dis chalet possible...
anyway hope u guys like the food...the food was frm my aunt...give comments bout the bbq food k..
my head was spinning like mad on the 2nd day..wakwkak..mayb becoz too tired n not enough sleep...wakwak....
haZwAn
11:42 AM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
haZwAn
6:42 PM
insecurity running wild in my mind....
feel like im sitting in a cold cell....
but she breaks me free....
enjoy every moment with her...
life seem to be full of colors when she is with me
is back to black n white when she leaves me..
but im still feeling so insecure..
i feeling like asking her
but i jus cant...
i dunno y..
coz i dun tink is rite
haZwAn
1:17 PM
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